So you say you do nothing right? Here is a clue...

So I make you feel like you do nothing right? Maybe you consider what has happend in the last 6 months. You were not the only person in the accident. 3 other members of my immediate family and myself were there too. I was SEVERELY hurt. I understand that you were hurt as well, but do you understand the SEVERITY of my injuries? You seem to blow them off. Well guess what? These injuries have RUINED my life, in more ways than one. I have lost a career that I LOVED. I have LOST a year or more of hands on care of my children- I have lost important bonding time with my baby. FINANCIALLY- well that's just a joke- we are ruined. When people ask you how I am you tell them fine. NEWSFLASH: I AM NOT FINE. I AM A MESS PHYSICALLY, MENTALLY, and EMOTIONALLY. All the help people offer you? Well maybe you could mention we need help too? I have had more surgeries than you and have been non weight baring a LOT longer than you. My fractures were just as severe as yours. My fractures aren't healing. My doctor says I will not be able to do things that I one did. I will be physically disabled for the rest of my life. I'm not sure you get that? Maybe you do and you just don't care. I know you want me to be positive. It's hard. I feel like everything I have worked so hard for has been flushed down the toilet. Your family? They need to stop the bs. I was driving the car- I always drove you! The only time I didn't drive you is when I was pregnant(and then I had to hear how I was so hard on you and that I shouldn't be having Gabi. Funny how that works, your nephew can lots of crack babies that he DOES NOT support and lives with his mom but no one seems to care if he has another baby with any old crack head...they even send him money- you find "work" around the house for him...I don't get it.). Pretty much any other time I took you whereever you needed to go. The accident was not my fault in anyway whatsoever, even if I was driving. Their logic makes no FLIPPING sense! Our relationship? Hmmmmm. Where to start? You chose my brother once again over me last fall. You say that you didn't but you did. You say you are disappointed with him for what he said, but he still gets whatever he wants. I bought you the pots and pans you asked for at Christmas. He bought you a television. My gift sits unopened in the closet (unless his baby mama decided to open them, they might be hers now) while he has taken the what he bought you for his own personal use. You buy yourself a new television. Why didn't you just ask for your tv back from him? Makes no sense to me. And the house? I understand why you asked them to move in and help you. However you let them take over. They took all pictures of MY children down, I still don't know why other than to make us feel unwelcome. You let them get rid of YOUR furniture to move theirs in. You got rid of my daughter's bedroom so your grandson could have a room. HE DOESN'T even use it!!! It was flipping pointless. It was done to be cruel to my daughters. All the toys being removed from the room was just plain mean. Fine if you want to hurt me- make a point to me, but leave the little girls out of it. Screaming at them for drawing with chalk? This is why we don't come over and won't. You also have a really bad habit of choosing one of my children over the other two. Guess what? She isn't coming to visit anymore either. And yes the other little girl has noticed. She actually says she doesn't want to see you anymore because you make her mommy cry and don't like her. Sometimes I wonder if you don't like her because she looks like me? So- you wonder what is going on? This is it. Actually this is just the tip of the iceberg.